[Merlesan]

Hmmmmm it's been a very very long time since I last played FFXI. I would just like to take this time and properly get rid of any rumors that's probably flying around like flies and contradicting each other so much that it's sad.

I had fun while it lasted with a lot of good memories as well as bad memories. But I always let by gones be by gones, because it's pretty useless to hold grudges. Sadly though a lot of people like to hold grudges for no good reason....well that's fine by me, except when their grudges continue to spread false rumors.....


Rumors like: I sold my account + characters + gil + etc. Which is just not true. Not sure if any one who were good friends with me are still playing, but.... believe me I completely erased my account as well as giving everything I have away. When I left, I know I made at least a dozen people happier in some way by giving them all my gil + gear + etc. I myself had never bought a single gil nor ever used any bots. I had earned everything as honestly as any one can possibly can.

To the people who continue to spread rumors about me: I feel sorry for you. I truly do...., the reason I feel sorry for you is because it's sad to know there are people with such horrible lives that they have a need to make other people feel worse in order to make themself feel better.

Though there are those who probably would rather believe in lies than truth.... well think of it like this..... what goes around comes around. Those who spread + listen to lies will also have other people who spread + listen lies about them.

As for the other lie about the latter part of my playing is a different person than when I first played. That's just silly. People change all the time. People grow up, people mature, people have bad days, people have good days, people have crappy days, people have days where they just wish every one would just leave them alone. In fact not one person is the same from hour to hour.

I always try to be understanding when I could, but there are always some times when that's just not possible.

I left the game on not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 occasions mainly because of stress, real life, problems, and well just the sheer amount of drama that comes with this game. All the 3 times I returned (Even though I gave away all my gil + gear hahaha) I returned only because there were a dozen or so true friends who kept asking for me to come back..... so I did. But I finally did end this game for good though and now I am happy that I did that. There were many who say silly things like: "If you didn't like drama you wouldn't be here in the first place"..... well I don't like drama one bit so I did finally quit completely on the 4th time haha.

I really wished to have been able to play this game without any one bickering, drama, lies, back stabs, etc.

It's so silly it's not even funny.

Well for those who are new to this game or had forgotten what this game is really about:

I had said this many times since I played this game, but rarely does any one actually know about it.... is that: Play the race you want to play, play the class you want to play, play it the way you want to play it. Sure there are people who did 10,000,000 parser tests or what ever, but those same people forgot the purpose of the game.... to just simply have fun. Who cares if you do an extra 10 damage if it's X moon phase or etc. Just play it for fun.

To every one who knew me and were my friends bless you all. I will remember the good times.

To every one who knew me and considered me as an enemy... bless you too. Although you probably hated me for some silly reason or another, I never truly hated any one. Even the people who spread tons of lies + etc. bless you too. I truly hope you become a better person one way or another just like I also need to become a better person.

To every one who don't know me, well bless you all as well and I hope your adventure in real life and in game is a pleasant and good one.




Ps: Haha I see that Alexandir still plays, well good for you! It's silly how we ended up fighting. From what I remember it was long ago when you were having some

gil making troubles and I tried to give you some advice but for some reason you blacklisted me for it? I never understood that since I was trying to help. But oh

wells. I hope you the best of luck as well!

Oh and also if I had ever done anything wrong to any one (Although I never meant any harm), I will be the better and say I am sorry. I never like ill will or anything like that. I also don't like forcing apologies from any one, but I never mind apologising to any one else though. So again, I apologize to any one I had hurt in any way.

Although I had never posted in Killing Ifrit (I always posted in allakazahm only.) I hope you all the best of luck and everything!


Good bye,

XXOO

Merlesan

[alexandir]

Still got the signed subligar, lol.

[Merlesan]

Hahahaha that's good. I am sad only because I would have wished to given you and more people I knew more stuff if I could when I left. But by the time I left for good most of my own gear became rare/ex haha. Oh wells. This is the final final last time I will ever post about FFXI.... and good luck Alexandir.

I hope you and every one I knew (As well as every one I don't know) have a good time and have fun. Bye!

[Syrael]

Merlesan you have always been one crazy mithra lol

[Orusteez]

Syrael you have always been a flaming homosexual lol