[Godsvengance]

Dear FFXI Players,

I have been away for 1 year and this is what I come back to. There are still posts up of the things I did on Diabolos server.

God I love this. I want to come Play FF again. Sadly, when I tried to come play, my account had been hacked, password changed and I can not play anymore. I cant remember any of the information to get it back either LMAO.

Answers to all questions.

Yes I set Badkarma up.
Yes I was stupid as hell for trusting Reize.
Yes I was botting, and if you was not using the bots to keep up with Gil Sellers. I congratulate you. It was after they changed pop items etc... in sky that I quit Botting, but by then, I was caught.
Yes I was an asshole when I played, but sadly I felt I was doing the best thing for my Linkshell.
Yes I jumped servers to restart anew and try to move forward with my life and forget the bad stuff I did.

I wont be coming back, but I miss it.

For all those affected by my transgressions in the past, I am sorry. I can not take back what I did. But overall, I have grown up and realized, it was a stupid game and I should of played for fun, not for Dynamis and Sky and Sea.

This game cost me more than any of you could imagine. About 2 years ago I lost my family because of it. My little girl and my GF of 10 years. Pay close attention to the warning SE posts when you log in. Losing everything you care about for a game is not worth it.

Overall, I lost more than any of you could ever imagine. I lost the things that meant the most to me in the world.

I guess being evil does come back to bite you in the a$$...

Now it is Christmas and I cant even call my little girl and tell her I love her and I miss her. Try that on for size while you are ignoring your family and playing this game.

To all those I hurt, I truly am sorry.

Godsvengance

[Dankdragon]

Hey bro this is Jaygcn, and yes I agree that while this game is fun, it can really fuck your shit up! Sorry that you've gone through rough times bro, blaze a fat blunt and keep chuggin!